A Cut In My Heart...

A cut in my heart is all you gave to me,
After years of 'US',
It's now only 'I' and 'me',
You left without turning back,

Am I not worth a last goodbye?
Am I just a passer-by?
Am I completely out of your life?

The cut is deep,
Yes, time will heal,
But can it erase you from my memory?
Can it replace all the happy times we had?

Yes, time will heal,
But it leaves scars..
Scars of the cut in my heart...

想念一个人。。。

想念一个人，是幸福的，还是痛苦的呢？
想念一个人，是快乐的，还是悲哀的呢？
这些我都答不到。。。
我只知道，我要想你。。。
虽然，你已不在我身旁，
虽然，你已离我远去，
我还是会想念你。。。

或许，是我一厢情愿。
或许，是我笨，是我傻。
无论，你离我多远，
无论，你在不在我身旁，
我，还是会想着你。。。

你给了我美好的回忆，
你给了我快乐的日子，

谢谢你的一切。。。

I Still Remember...

I still remember, our younger days where we used to play all day...
I still remember, when you used to be so nice and warm...
I still remember, when we went for tuition together...
I still remember, when we were school mate...
I still remember, we were so close to each other, even after I moved far away...
I still remember, once you told that when you saw me, your headache was gone...
I still remember, everything we did together...
I still remember...

Somehow... we drifted apart...
Somehow... we just stopped talking...
Somehow... we are like strangers now...

I'm happy you've found someone in your life.
I'm happy she has made you happy...

I want you to know that I'm still trying to get us back ,
to when we were still talking to each other...

I want you to know,
I cherish every memory of me and you...
Thank You...
For being a part of my life...

Back In Town

I am back, and thank God in one piece... As I've expected lots of "When's your turn?" were thrown at me. I only answered with "wait patiently". Seriously, I felt some kind of urge to get married at that point. I was green with envy when I looked at the beautifully dressed bride. Then I realised that I have not make my dreams come true... I still have dream to chase and career to build... So I guess getting married is on waiting list then...

When Is My Turn?

I'm going to attend my cousin brothers wedding in Perak this weekend. He is 18, but still about one month younger than me... I have to prepare myself mentally for this weekend for I expect many 'When Is Your Turn' type of question... I am actually getting some of this questions through phone calls and sms already... So wish me luck this weekend. Hope that I can make it back in one piece...

Dreams Shattered???

It's been raining the whole morning now... I am feeling cold,down and blue. People from KDU called me up yesterday, got some information on Broadcasting. I was told that I can't get loan in KDU, and I have to pay close to 8000 bucks to enroll... Total fees is going to cost me around 35000 bucks...
I am feeling so down now... I am SO stress up... I am afraid I'll never achieve my dreams. I am am afraid I'll look back 30 years from now and start to regret my life.
I know I only live once, I know once opportunity passed me by, it might never come again... I am so worried now, I don't want to end up doing admin work for the rest of my life... I will not let my dreams shattered like pieces of glass...
I'LL PROVE TO THE WORLD...